Category Archives: music

Sigh. (Again.)

After today’s colossal and repeated errors in judgement, rampant foolishness, overwhelming panic and just utter stupidity, I have come to the conclusion that I learn slower than a fucking pigeon. When will it end? I am an unstoppable fool; this … Continue reading

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Two steps forward…

…one step back. Or what feels like two steps back. He’s back in hospital. He was feeling unwell for a few days and then he went really poorly on Thursday and was readmitted while they work out what’s wrong. Turns … Continue reading

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Today.

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Still singing.

I’ve had to stop going for my singing lessons for a while now.  Since J had his transplant I’ve had no time to go because I can’t leave him on his own for any length of time. This is about … Continue reading

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Song

enough said.

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Saturday dancing!

I am exhausted. Yesterday I felt fed up, tired, lonely, unwilling to see any further ahead because what I’m looking at is endless and miserable. So, today I am choosing to do something about it, get my head right, move … Continue reading

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I’ve been quiet

for a few days. Recovering myself. Feeling better. Damping down my anxieties and just sitting with what I feel and letting it be there. I feel really good for doing it; I feel well and calm and not anxious for … Continue reading

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Speechless

My very talented husband played this piece at his Mum’s funeral. She had taught him to play the piano and he is incredibly gifted and wanted to pay his respects and show his love for her with this piece. When … Continue reading

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When we were young

this was our song. We thought we were invincible and wonderful and completely in love and nothing terrible would ever happen to us. Who knew? Still, Benny and Joon is about as perfect a film as ever was, and I’m … Continue reading

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Me today.

I am spinning around, laughing so much and feeling amazing. This morning I was down and just slumped into my misery and paranoia and really dwelling on my anxieties and then it all of a sudden lifted and I feel … Continue reading

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