Category Archives: happy

I have a friend

who I have known for 20 years. His name is Stuart. We became friends back when I went to college as a mature student. (Even though I was only 23 at the time I had not been in education since … Continue reading

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Who I am.

I’m sad. I’m lonely. I’m tired and can’t sleep. I’m frightened of so many things that I don’t know where to start to deal with them. I’m losing my hair. I’m forgetting to eat. I’m drinking too much. I’m obsessive. … Continue reading

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Still singing.

I’ve had to stop going for my singing lessons for a while now. ┬áSince J had his transplant I’ve had no time to go because I can’t leave him on his own for any length of time. This is about … Continue reading

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Saturday dancing!

I am exhausted. Yesterday I felt fed up, tired, lonely, unwilling to see any further ahead because what I’m looking at is endless and miserable. So, today I am choosing to do something about it, get my head right, move … Continue reading

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Well thats a good start…

It is only ten past seven in the morning and I am already a colossal dick. A happy, laughing, not very anxious, energetic dick, but a dick all the same. Heh.  Start again, Pippa.

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I danced.

Yesterday was a good day. I felt well. It was a day when things were ok and I honestly wanted to keep going and I felt positive and powerful and I danced a little bit. Today is a bad day. … Continue reading

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I’ve been quiet

for a few days. Recovering myself. Feeling better. Damping down my anxieties and just sitting with what I feel and letting it be there. I feel really good for doing it; I feel well and calm and not anxious for … Continue reading

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Me today.

I am spinning around, laughing so much and feeling amazing. This morning I was down and just slumped into my misery and paranoia and really dwelling on my anxieties and then it all of a sudden lifted and I feel … Continue reading

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